The People We Carry with Us
There is a more personal part of this story.
The Flamekeeper Universe began as play. An action figure. A ridiculous title. Rayguns, retro computers and increasingly elaborate conversations about a fictional Database.
But it was also created during a difficult period of my life.
Since the pandemic, my family and I have experienced loss with a frequency that has sometimes felt relentless. Almost every year seems to have brought another empty chair, another person who now exists primarily in stories, photographs and the memories of the people who knew them.
Among those losses was my friend Jonny.
In the Flamekeeper Universe, he became Chief.
I don't think I originally set out to create the Flamekeeper stories as a way of dealing with grief. Certainly, when we created that first ridiculous Dave action figure, none of this was planned.
But somewhere along the journey, that is partly what they became.
Chief found his way into the mythology. Not as a memorial carved in stone, but as a character: Dave's friend, companion and fellow Flamekeeper.
Through writing about him, imagining conversations, remembering old ones and occasionally finding pieces of the real Jonny appearing unexpectedly in the fictional Chief, I found another way to remember my friend.
The whole project became a kind of therapy without ever really intending to be one.
It gave imagination somewhere to go when reality had been particularly difficult.
And perhaps that is why the mythology became so concerned with memory.
The great enemy of the Flamekeeper Universe isn't death.
It is erasure.
The Null doesn't simply kill. It removes. It takes the evidence that someone was ever there and leaves the universe to close quietly over the space they occupied.
Against that stands the Flame.
Not resurrection.
Not immortality.
Remembrance.
The Flamekeepers cannot necessarily save everyone.
Sometimes all they can do is preserve the record and say:
This person was here.
They mattered.
I remember them.